A chance to see her again (1 Viewer)

[Parsival]

My friend just told me he ran into the girl who started all of this. He went to the basketball courts and saw her there — she’s taking one of the courses they offer.

Now I have the chance to go there too, and maybe be able to see her again today or any other day. There have been times where I wondered: would I ever see her again? Was it even worth hoping for?

I used to pass near where she lived (not sure if she moved after her mother passed away), and even if it wasn’t intentional, I would still think: what if I see her today? But for months and months of going through that area, I never did. (I only passed there because it was on the way to the basketball courts.)

And now my friend tells me this, and it brings all those thoughts back.

Finally having the chance to see her again should feel simple, but I feel nervous. What if I see her and feel those same chest feelings I used to get? Or worse — my friend said she’s taller now… what if she’s still taller than me, and everything I’ve done until now still wasn’t enough?

Part of me wants to see her. Another part is honestly afraid to.

What if it feels like seeing her for the first time again?

Spoiler: Lol

This is just an exaggeration of what I’m feeling — in reality I’m not giving it that much importance. But all these thoughts did come up, and I just thought: what if I post this on the forum? Nothing deep, just an interesting situation.

The thread where I talk about her:
https://looksmax.gg/threads/did-i-start-all-this-for-a-foid.25776/

 

[hoodsickle]

Go gettem loverboy

 

[FoidSlayer]

If you let your fear take control then you'll truly never know the outcome. Just go and see her again, it may be scary but it's not as scary as reminiscing on what could've happened

 

[Parsival]

If you let your fear take control then you'll truly never know the outcome. Just go and see her again, it may be scary but it's not as scary as reminiscing on what could've happened

Brochacho, another reason I don’t want to see her is because she was the first person I actually tried to "socialize" with seriously, and I ended up doing some stupid things that honestly still come to my mind. They’re not really that serious, but for me they feel like they are, haha

 

[FoidSlayer]

Brochacho, another reason I don’t want to see her is because she was the first person I actually tried to "socialize" with seriously, and I ended up doing some stupid things that honestly still come to my mind. They’re not really that serious, but for me they feel like they are, haha

Ah, I dnrd the first thread explaining. Well then me personally, I wouldn't go see her

 

[hoodsickle]

Ah, I dnrd the first thread explaining. Well then me personally, I wouldn't go see her

Brochacho, another reason I don’t want to see her is because she was the first person I actually tried to "socialize" with seriously, and I ended up doing some stupid things that honestly still come to my mind. They’re not really that serious, but for me they feel like they are, haha

NO! YOU MUST GO SEE HER! YOU MUST! I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DONT! MARK MY WORDS! IF YOU DO NOT GO AND SEE YOUR FOID I WILL LOB YOUR HEAD OFF WITH MY LONGSWORD!

 

[Parsival]

Ah, I dnrd the first thread explaining. Well then me personally, I wouldn't go see her

Nah, I’m going there right now. I’m not going to let someone like YOU tell me what to do.

 

[hoodsickle]

Nah, I’m going there right now. I’m not going to let someone like YOU tell me what to do.

Go gettem loverboy

 

[djdnr.gg]

My friend just told me he ran into the girl who started all of this. He went to the basketball courts and saw her there — she’s taking one of the courses they offer.

Now I have the chance to go there too, and maybe be able to see her again today or any other day. There have been times where I wondered: would I ever see her again? Was it even worth hoping for?

I used to pass near where she lived (not sure if she moved after her mother passed away), and even if it wasn’t intentional, I would still think: what if I see her today? But for months and months of going through that area, I never did. (I only passed there because it was on the way to the basketball courts.)

And now my friend tells me this, and it brings all those thoughts back.

Finally having the chance to see her again should feel simple, but I feel nervous. What if I see her and feel those same chest feelings I used to get? Or worse — my friend said she’s taller now… what if she’s still taller than me, and everything I’ve done until now still wasn’t enough?

Part of me wants to see her. Another part is honestly afraid to.

What if it feels like seeing her for the first time again?
View attachment 43994

Spoiler: Lol

This is just an exaggeration of what I’m feeling — in reality I’m not giving it that much importance. But all these thoughts did come up, and I just thought: what if I post this on the forum? Nothing deep, just an interesting situation.

The thread where I talk about her:
https://looksmax.gg/threads/did-i-start-all-this-for-a-foid.25776/

if you look good theres nothing to worry about, just use pregablin

 

[hoodsickle]

if you look good theres nothing to worry about, just use pregablin

No way you have to take pregabalin to talk to someone

 

[djdnr.gg]

No way you have to take pregabalin to talk to someone

im talking about his situation bc it sounds like it would help i never said i did

 

[Parsival]

NO! YOU MUST GO SEE HER! YOU MUST! I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DONT! MARK MY WORDS! IF YOU DO NOT GO AND SEE YOUR FOID I WILL LOB YOUR HEAD OFF WITH MY LONGSWORD!

Sonbrero, I already have a girlfriend, but the thing with this one is that she was the one who had the biggest impact on me, and also my first real attempt at taking a girl seriously. And I’m going to admit something to you: since the day she was flirting with me until now, there hasn’t been a single day where her name hasn’t come to my mind — not in a romantic way or anything like that, it just pops up there. It’s kind of weird, if I’m being honest. If I had to put it in neurotypical terms, I guess she was like a “first love I’ll never forget.” I think it’s just because she was the first person who triggered those kinds of chemical reactions in me, so it kind of stuck there. But I don’t want you to get the wrong idea about me — even though she shows up in my mind sometimes, I never really wanted to see her as anything more than a friend. On another thread, I already shared my thoughts on love.

 

[hoodsickle]

Sonbrero, I already have a girlfriend, but the thing with this one is that she was the one who had the biggest impact on me, and also my first real attempt at taking a girl seriously. And I’m going to admit something to you: since the day she was flirting with me until now, there hasn’t been a single day where her name hasn’t come to my mind — not in a romantic way or anything like that, it just pops up there. It’s kind of weird, if I’m being honest. If I had to put it in neurotypical terms, I guess she was like a “first love I’ll never forget.” I think it’s just because she was the first person who triggered those kinds of chemical reactions in me, so it kind of stuck there. But I don’t want you to get the wrong idea about me — even though she shows up in my mind sometimes, I never really wanted to see her as anything more than a friend. On another thread, I already shared my thoughts on love.

Ahhhh i seeeee
Sorry for misinterpreting

 

[Parsival]

Ahhhh i seeeee
Sorry for misinterpreting

Either way, I think I’ll probably run into her since I usually go to that court to play with my friends, especially now that I’m on vacation. If I see her again, I’ll probably make a thread exaggerating my feelings haha, or if I somehow end up talking to her, I’ll share what happens here. At the end of the day, she’s one of the few important people in my life.
The last part sounds a bit off, don’t take it too deep — it’s just because I don’t really take most people that seriously.

 

[Sploinkus_]

My friend just told me he ran into the girl who started all of this. He went to the basketball courts and saw her there — she’s taking one of the courses they offer.

Now I have the chance to go there too, and maybe be able to see her again today or any other day. There have been times where I wondered: would I ever see her again? Was it even worth hoping for?

I used to pass near where she lived (not sure if she moved after her mother passed away), and even if it wasn’t intentional, I would still think: what if I see her today? But for months and months of going through that area, I never did. (I only passed there because it was on the way to the basketball courts.)

And now my friend tells me this, and it brings all those thoughts back.

Finally having the chance to see her again should feel simple, but I feel nervous. What if I see her and feel those same chest feelings I used to get? Or worse — my friend said she’s taller now… what if she’s still taller than me, and everything I’ve done until now still wasn’t enough?

Part of me wants to see her. Another part is honestly afraid to.

What if it feels like seeing her for the first time again?
View attachment 43994

Spoiler: Lol

This is just an exaggeration of what I’m feeling — in reality I’m not giving it that much importance. But all these thoughts did come up, and I just thought: what if I post this on the forum? Nothing deep, just an interesting situation.

The thread where I talk about her:
https://looksmax.gg/threads/did-i-start-all-this-for-a-foid.25776/

read every molecule, mine texted me the other day after she saw me. I hope it goes well, keep hopes low just in case.

 

[Parsival]

read every molecule, mine texted me the other day after she saw me. I hope it goes well, keep hopes low just in case.

To be honest, this thread was just a dramatization. I’ve had a few digital interactions with her, but I’ve still been pretty distant overall. On the last day of classes, she posted on status a photo of herself, and I posted a picture of my girlfriend we take together on status too with some nice Mac Demarco song. Since then, she stopped posting status updates as frequently. Later, when she found out my girlfriend and I broke up (I already explained this in another thread), she messaged me recommending a game. I actually played it, so if I end up talking to her again, that’s probably something I’ll bring up.
It’s kind of weird because even though she gives signs that she might want to interact with me, and even though deep down I might also want it, I still prefer to stay distant. I guess it’s because I don’t feel like I’ve “ascend” enough yet, considering she was the one who started all of this.
That last part sounds like she broke my heart, but that’s not really what I mean — it’s more that she made me notice some things about myself that needed improving, like I mentioned on the thread I put in the end.
I like this part of my life; it honestly makes me feel more alive. I know it might sound stupid, but it gives me thoughts and attitudes that break the monotony of my life.
I don’t want to see her as potential girlfriend material because I already have a girlfriend, but she’s someone I relate to in a lot of ways and she brings a change of pace to my life.

 

[Sploinkus_]

To be honest, this thread was just a dramatization. I’ve had a few digital interactions with her, but I’ve still been pretty distant overall. On the last day of classes, she posted on status a photo of herself, and I posted a picture of my girlfriend we take together on status too with some nice Mac Demarco song. Since then, she stopped posting status updates as frequently. Later, when she found out my girlfriend and I broke up (I already explained this in another thread), she messaged me recommending a game. I actually played it, so if I end up talking to her again, that’s probably something I’ll bring up.
It’s kind of weird because even though she gives signs that she might want to interact with me, and even though deep down I might also want it, I still prefer to stay distant. I guess it’s because I don’t feel like I’ve “ascend” enough yet, considering she was the one who started all of this.
That last part sounds like she broke my heart, but that’s not really what I mean — it’s more that she made me notice some things about myself that needed improving, like I mentioned on the thread I put in the end.
I like this part of my life; it honestly makes me feel more alive. I know it might sound stupid, but it gives me thoughts and attitudes that break the monotony of my life.
I don’t want to see her as potential girlfriend material because I already have a girlfriend, but she’s someone I relate to in a lot of ways and she brings a change of pace to my life.

I understand, it's jarring how similar our situations are. Does your gf know about her?

 

[Parsival]

I understand, it's jarring how similar our situations are. Does your gf know about her?

No, not really. I met my girlfriend after I stopped seeing/talking to this girl. But funny enough, my girlfriend actually rents an apartment now, but her real house is just a few meters away from this girl’s house HAHAHA. If I want to go to my girlfriend’s real house I just turn left on the same street, and if I want to go to this girl’s house, I just turn right.

 

[Sploinkus_]

No, not really. I met my girlfriend after I stopped seeing/talking to this girl. But funny enough, my girlfriend actually rents an apartment now, but her real house is just a few meters away from this girl’s house HAHAHA. If I want to go to my girlfriend’s real house I just turn left on the same street, and if I want to go to this girl’s house, I just turn right.

wow, mine lives a couple blocks away from me. I pass it every day on my way home.