Amygdala
asymmetrical
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I can slay mtbs, Itbs, whatever, and tell myself it means something, but the truth is it only numbs that emptiness for a little while. For a few hours, i feel wanted, distracted, almost whole, but it never lasts. When it's over, im left with the same silence, like none of it actually reached who i am. No matter how many i have, it never replaces that horrible feeling. Deep down, all i want is just one real woman who chooses me, who stays, and who fills that empty space in a way nothing else ever has. Im so done.

