Well, I was randomly scrolling on Instagram then I saw some BP edits. I thought they were actually looking "good" because of their skin quality. And I wanted to fix it. And thankfully the edit was made by a looksmaxxin server's Instagram page. I joined then the first thing I said was "ayoo, how can I fix my skin because I'm already good looking but skin is making me look bad" I remember the same words I said. The owner told me to post myself on the public ratings channel. I did. I got trolled so bad because I was legit looking like a subhuman. After that, or maybe after 2 weeks I got known to

. And yeah, unlike any other looksmaxxer I was doing the same things. At first I did some cope, thumbpulling, and oscar Patel stuff. But now, I have became someone like a Japanese samurai. Wise and no cope. The BP has taken over my mental health. I'm slowly starting to hurt myself physically.