I fucking hate it man I just have to wake up at 6am like a slave and stay there for hours just doing bullshit I only try to keep my grades up so I can get allowance. I'm embarrassed to be around the girls there especially when I have to work in class with thr girl who ghosted me I'm embarrassed to be around her cause I know she thinks I'm ltn. I don't really have any friends irl so all I can do at lunch is just go in the library and scroll forums and watch face iq or something. I have a lot of online friends that why winter break was good I wish there was some way i could drop out i might just drop all my outside classes so i can stay in the CEP
