for context me and this girl have been on and off for like a year and a half, every couple months we would break up for some dumb shit like me cheating or just us being toxic overall; though we would always get back together within like a week tops jfl, but we had a fallout around 2 months ago and it was declared that we were officially done, and at first it didnโt bother me, i just blocked her on socials and i didnt have to worry about seeing her irl because we go to different schools and donโt share any mutual friends, around 2 weeks or so ago I started to feel hella lonely and ran back to one of my other exs which I already broke up with because she is just annoying asf, fast forward to thursday, I went to a party with some of my friends and she was so coincidentally there, i made eye contact with her and it was so awkward but i just walked to the other side of the house with my friends, later that night she comes up to me and apologizes for breaking up with me claiming that she wish she could undo what had already happened, i explained to her that the feelings were mutual and that i missed her aswell, she told me she tried to text me sooner but I had already blocked her, I told her I was just upset and did it mindlessly without thinking and we basically just forgave each other and we both wanted to try again, on friday I started texting her and told her that we could hang out saturday (yesterday), we both agree on it and i was actually looking forward to it, though my parents had other plans for me. They turned off my phone bill without warning because I was failing numerous classes, so basically what this does it makes it so my celluar data is off and nobody can text my number or call it, so i literally had no way of communicating with my ex telling her what had happened, as im currently writing this she still has no idea what happened and probably thinks i ghosted her and just wanted to mess with her, so this basically ruins everything i had going with her because she already had trust issues with me, and when my parents do turn my phone bill back on again I donโt want to be the one to double text her, because I was the last one who sent a text, 30 minutes before my parents turned it off.
What do I do? Do I text her when I get my access to texting back, even then she still wonโt believe me, this whole situation is terrible for me and this was the only ex I actually cared for, and now she probably hates me bruh
What do I do? Do I text her when I get my access to texting back, even then she still wonโt believe me, this whole situation is terrible for me and this was the only ex I actually cared for, and now she probably hates me bruh
