I've been playing football since I was a kid, I really don't remember one day that I didn't play football or at least trained. Now I'm 16 yo, i played in Spain, for a professional indor football club and I played in Canada too. But now Im lost ngl, I was hoping that I could play for a specific league in the USA, and from that I could be accepted to a D1 footbal college, but i cant. I would need a type of visa that requires me to be in a private school + playing in a club, that would be like 50k a year. Almost impossible. Im very good at this fuck ass sport ngl, but im not tall enough, im 175cm (5'7) and I will grow till 180cm (5'9) and sice im a goalkepeer i need to be a lot taller. Thats one of the reasons im here, i was trying to find a supplier for hgh, ive found it but i wont buy it cuz i live w my parents and i cant do it w them here. Im trying to find an opportunity in others countrys bc i want to use hgh there. But i dont think that would be possible. I might just stick with studying and try to go to a good college here in my country, leaving football behind. Or I might still play football for sum months bc there are a lot of tryouts in my countrys rn bc the season is starting and if i get accepted to some club it would be crazy. My parents dont support the idea, they always were kind of agressive when i talked w them about being a football player, even tho they know that im good. Im doing hgh anyways ngl, even if i dont move out. I dont really know what i should do ngl
