[recessedgodnora]

I never knew about this lookmax stuff btw. I only now maybe Oct 1 2025 learnt about Lookmaxing and bp. I am what u call a shut in, neet, bum. I’ve been living in my room day to day doing nothing. No job no school no social life. I just took like a g of shrooms like it’s 7:22am now. i took some like 3-4am. i’m a horrible human to my parents. they approach me i tell them to go away. and it’s gotten to a point where i barely see my parents but it’s because i chose that i shouldn’t be asking why. but i want to lock in for college in january 1. but now i look awful. not now i look awful i know i always looked odd. and off. but ever since finding out lookmaxxing its ruining me. i just want to know if i go back to college i live in california btw. does the average person know? but i know even if they dont know about lookmaxxing they can easily tell why someone looks off. it’s over for me. i want to lock in but now i feel horrible

 

[moiseev7]

not a lot of people irl know about this, but even if the know they won't say it irl

 

[recessedgodnora]

my parents still waiting for me to change. that’s why i’m not homeless. but i wasn’t doing anything productive from 2023 to now. i wish i knew about bp a while ago maybe i would be different today. but i am just planning to go back to college. larp as a regular human. i’m not there to make friends but just to create a schedule and routine everyday. i need to be apart of something 7:29am nov 25 2025

 

[moiseev7]

yeah bro just lock in and don't throw away your life, it's never over

 

[recessedgodnora]

yeah bro just lock in and don't throw away your life, it's never over

i’m hoping ur right and people aren’t to judgmental. i just hate that look. that small glimpse at me and they look away and never talk to me it’s horrible. i know it’s my eyes i look like a bug. meeting new people is gonna be rough. i should reconnect with my ha friends but it’s to late for that. it’s man i know it’s not over but it just sucks.

 

[moiseev7]

harsh reality, just keep going and everything will be alright

 

[LTG_disciple]

I never knew about this lookmax stuff btw. I only now maybe Oct 1 2025 learnt about Lookmaxing and bp. I am what u call a shut in, neet, bum. I’ve been living in my room day to day doing nothing. No job no school no social life. I just took like a g of shrooms like it’s 7:22am now. i took some like 3-4am. i’m a horrible human to my parents. they approach me i tell them to go away. and it’s gotten to a point where i barely see my parents but it’s because i chose that i shouldn’t be asking why. but i want to lock in for college in january 1. but now i look awful. not now i look awful i know i always looked odd. and off. but ever since finding out lookmaxxing its ruining me. i just want to know if i go back to college i live in california btw. does the average person know? but i know even if they dont know about lookmaxxing they can easily tell why someone looks off. it’s over for me. i want to lock in but now i feel horribleView attachment 8159

Hey man, what you are feeling is valid. My advice for you is to make a list of everything you want to do to ascend and detach yourself from your looks as much as possible so it doesn't interfere with your personal life. Be clear and be smart about your decision in life because you only get one chance in this life, so try to enjoy it as much as you can while improving yourself every day.

 

[recessedgodnora]

I never knew about this lookmax stuff btw. I only now maybe Oct 1 2025 learnt about Lookmaxing and bp. I am what u call a shut in, neet, bum. I’ve been living in my room day to day doing nothing. No job no school no social life. I just took like a g of shrooms like it’s 7:22am now. i took some like 3-4am. i’m a horrible human to my parents. they approach me i tell them to go away. and it’s gotten to a point where i barely see my parents but it’s because i chose that i shouldn’t be asking why. but i want to lock in for college in january 1. but now i look awful. not now i look awful i know i always looked odd. and off. but ever since finding out lookmaxxing its ruining me. i just want to know if i go back to college i live in california btw. does the average person know? but i know even if they dont know about lookmaxxing they can easily tell why someone looks off. it’s over for me. i want to lock in but now i feel horribleView attachment 8159

9:52am nov 25 2025 took a shower

 

[recessedgodnora]

I never knew about this lookmax stuff btw. I only now maybe Oct 1 2025 learnt about Lookmaxing and bp. I am what u call a shut in, neet, bum. I’ve been living in my room day to day doing nothing. No job no school no social life. I just took like a g of shrooms like it’s 7:22am now. i took some like 3-4am. i’m a horrible human to my parents. they approach me i tell them to go away. and it’s gotten to a point where i barely see my parents but it’s because i chose that i shouldn’t be asking why. but i want to lock in for college in january 1. but now i look awful. not now i look awful i know i always looked odd. and off. but ever since finding out lookmaxxing its ruining me. i just want to know if i go back to college i live in california btw. does the average person know? but i know even if they dont know about lookmaxxing they can easily tell why someone looks off. it’s over for me. i want to lock in but now i feel horribleView attachment 8159

10:38am nov 25 2025. i’m about to relapse on nicotine. i’m about to deposit money into my bank and have my plug drop it off somewhere. i don’t even meet up with my plug to buy i just make him drop it off somewhere. why am i like this. i can’t speak to my own parents. i see my plug more often than my parents and i live under the same roof. life is so weird

 

[Finx]

9:52am nov 25 2025 took a shower View attachment 8207

 

[recessedgodnora]

this is now my new diary i will post everytime im awake going to bed now goodnight look max 11:11am nov 25 2025

 

[Komodo]

but now i look awful. not now i look awful i know i always looked odd. and off. but ever since finding out lookmaxxing its ruining me. but i know even if they dont know about lookmaxxing they can easily tell why someone looks off. it’s over for me. i want to lock in but now i feel horribleView attachment 8159

dude if you are really planning to lock in and improve your looks the first thing you should start with is getting a job, working out, and fixing your hair of i'm not sure on how going about to fix your other improvable features but you can fix your hair by growing it out and keeping your front neat and if u rlly get that money u can maybe get a perm

 

[recessedgodnora]

dude if you are really planning to lock in and improve your looks the first thing you should start with is getting a job, working out, and fixing your hair of i'm not sure on how going about to fix your other improvable features but you can fix your hair by growing it out and keeping your front neat and if u rlly get that money u can maybe get a perm

a job i can’t. my schedule in life is wake up at 10pm and go to sleep at 9am. yes i should just fix my schedule but it looks weird being awake and i have to pass my dad who’s just awake in the living room. when college starts i will have a reason for going outside so i will lock in. my hair i used to have longer hair but i cut it on oct. i will lock in. 9:28pm nov 25 2025. currently bathroom camping again

 

[Jj61]

i’m hoping ur right and people aren’t to judgmental. i just hate that look. that small glimpse at me and they look away and never talk to me it’s horrible. i know it’s my eyes i look like a bug. meeting new people is gonna be rough. i should reconnect with my ha friends but it’s to late for that. it’s man i know it’s not over but it just sucks.

You know I don’t think it’s that over as well

Work on cleaning up your appearance. Sleep tonight bhai and hydrate

You have shitty habits.
Would quit them ASAP, find a good diet (assuming you eat like shit), get active (working out or hikes or any movement in general, outside is great too), fix your fuckass sleep schedule. I would assume this would fix your headspace.

My next suggestion would be to enroll into a community college. Go into an engineering pathway because engineering jobs are always high demand decent pay.

 

[davidmcall1899]

a job i can’t. my schedule in life is wake up at 10pm and go to sleep at 9am. yes i should just fix my schedule but it looks weird being awake and i have to pass my dad who’s just awake in the living room. when college starts i will have a reason for going outside so i will lock in. my hair i used to have longer hair but i cut it on oct. i will lock in. 9:28pm nov 25 2025. currently bathroom camping again

But you have wabi sabi so its alright

 

[sunsetupallnight]

I'd suggest maybe trying to get a job before school, but its a bit late now. I fucked around my first year of college right out of hs with no work experience. Most jobs force you to interact with people and you probably cant just fuck around without getting the 400lb 50 yo manager of whatever McJob you get's ass on your case.