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as you can tell by the title, i havent cried in 2 years
i dont know why ive just had an emotional breakdown but i did, so many sad thoughts have been rushing through my head, i usually respond to them with anger or self harm (no i dont cut myself)
i had thoughts like my girlfriend and how i’ve never had anyone whos loved me like she has, ive thought about when my parents will eventually die, ive thought about when my pet cat will eventually die, my aunt who has cancer; when she will eventually pass away
as im writing all this, tears are landing on my phone screen. ever since i can remember, i’ve yearned for affection. i was the target for a lot of bullying and i still am, i’ve reminded myself of the times where i’ve nearly killed myself, where i’ve lost friends because of others
i was reminded of november 2024, i was SA’d by my ex and she proceeds to tell everyone i SA’d her, i had so many friends doubting who i really was, i lost all motivation, i tried overdosing
i’ve had so many thoughts rush through my head and no way to express my feelings. thats another thing, i cant express my feelings properly, when i’m happy i dont smile, when i’m angry i dont look it, im so insecure about my looks because that was the main reason i was bullied
i just need someone to hug and let it all out to
i dont know why ive just had an emotional breakdown but i did, so many sad thoughts have been rushing through my head, i usually respond to them with anger or self harm (no i dont cut myself)
i had thoughts like my girlfriend and how i’ve never had anyone whos loved me like she has, ive thought about when my parents will eventually die, ive thought about when my pet cat will eventually die, my aunt who has cancer; when she will eventually pass away
as im writing all this, tears are landing on my phone screen. ever since i can remember, i’ve yearned for affection. i was the target for a lot of bullying and i still am, i’ve reminded myself of the times where i’ve nearly killed myself, where i’ve lost friends because of others
i was reminded of november 2024, i was SA’d by my ex and she proceeds to tell everyone i SA’d her, i had so many friends doubting who i really was, i lost all motivation, i tried overdosing
i’ve had so many thoughts rush through my head and no way to express my feelings. thats another thing, i cant express my feelings properly, when i’m happy i dont smile, when i’m angry i dont look it, im so insecure about my looks because that was the main reason i was bullied
i just need someone to hug and let it all out to




