Here's the full backstory behind this shit because it won't make sense otherwise(not a soul will read though
): So about a month ago I was talking to this random girl I added on snap who goes to my school and after like 3 days of us talking in person she asked me to be her boyfriend.I said yes and she was my first official girlfriend. anyways we lasted about a week before she said she needed a break or some retarded shit BUT she said we still needed to be friends and I was fine with that because I still kind of liked her. It was obvious that she still had a crush on me though and she tried to get back together with me but I just subtly rejected her. Anyways that was a couple weeks ago but last week I had my birthday and got some shirts from like affliction and she saw one and said we needed to match witch I was fine with because Im not talking to anybody or anything. We hung out after school IN the school and were just hanging out as friends do. She wanted to do a video of us matching shirts or whatever so I agreed but she just kissed me and I was kind of confused because it didn't feel right but I had a dopamine rush and shit. I feel like she's been trying to do that to me for a while but I have strict parents and they wouldn't let us go hang out or anything. I basically told her how I felt and she got kinda angry but she has kissed so many guys so I don't think she'll think about this so much. I hate that's she was my first but she has had sex with a shit ton of guys, she does lots of drugs and isn't even pretty. I still don't know what I saw in her.
): So about a month ago I was talking to this random girl I added on snap who goes to my school and after like 3 days of us talking in person she asked me to be her boyfriend.I said yes and she was my first official girlfriend. anyways we lasted about a week before she said she needed a break or some retarded shit BUT she said we still needed to be friends and I was fine with that because I still kind of liked her. It was obvious that she still had a crush on me though and she tried to get back together with me but I just subtly rejected her. Anyways that was a couple weeks ago but last week I had my birthday and got some shirts from like affliction and she saw one and said we needed to match witch I was fine with because Im not talking to anybody or anything. We hung out after school IN the school and were just hanging out as friends do. She wanted to do a video of us matching shirts or whatever so I agreed but she just kissed me and I was kind of confused because it didn't feel right but I had a dopamine rush and shit. I feel like she's been trying to do that to me for a while but I have strict parents and they wouldn't let us go hang out or anything. I basically told her how I felt and she got kinda angry but she has kissed so many guys so I don't think she'll think about this so much. I hate that's she was my first but she has had sex with a shit ton of guys, she does lots of drugs and isn't even pretty. I still don't know what I saw in her.
