Mandy
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Yap,read if your attention span is significant or generally show interest.
Not gonna lie,I don’t know why for example I have the energy capacity to socialize just once a week. I don’t mean “I go to school once a week and for the rest of the week I do nothing else”,nah,of course I go outside often and am busy with many things for example. I also don’t mean I refuse to talk to anyone, I just don’t prefer it but at the same time it’s not like someone walks up to me and walks to talk anyways. What I just mean is that recently I just have the energy to go to school once or twice a week and then sit in my attic for the rest of the school days,simply because the thought of going to a place that is essentially a zoo is just overwhelming. I just hate it when I walk into that fucking campus,and it dosen’t matter if I know them or not,I hate the way they look at me even if it’s just a normal glance because for no reason this makes me believe I’m guilty of something.
Today is another day,actually 2AM here,where I’m debating weither I should go or not. Often such situations,where I even had the mildest irritants the day before I tend to not go to school. But at the same time,I want to go,because even though I don’t enjoy school: I don’t like the feeling of thinking “Everyone is doing at least something and I’m laying here like a useless fuck”. That’s all.
Bye

Not gonna lie,I don’t know why for example I have the energy capacity to socialize just once a week. I don’t mean “I go to school once a week and for the rest of the week I do nothing else”,nah,of course I go outside often and am busy with many things for example. I also don’t mean I refuse to talk to anyone, I just don’t prefer it but at the same time it’s not like someone walks up to me and walks to talk anyways. What I just mean is that recently I just have the energy to go to school once or twice a week and then sit in my attic for the rest of the school days,simply because the thought of going to a place that is essentially a zoo is just overwhelming. I just hate it when I walk into that fucking campus,and it dosen’t matter if I know them or not,I hate the way they look at me even if it’s just a normal glance because for no reason this makes me believe I’m guilty of something.
Today is another day,actually 2AM here,where I’m debating weither I should go or not. Often such situations,where I even had the mildest irritants the day before I tend to not go to school. But at the same time,I want to go,because even though I don’t enjoy school: I don’t like the feeling of thinking “Everyone is doing at least something and I’m laying here like a useless fuck”. That’s all.
Bye



