damn my life was getting pretty good, moved schools. having a fresh start, skin was finally clean and clear. gym was going well and i was making good gains. i was lean and softmaxxing was going great. i was a solid hmtn, on track to hit htn with what i was doing. girls were starting to look at me and be interested (lot of them staring at me in class, and staying hi and talking to me idk) anyways hoilday break came around and my hair was getting crazy long and my family kept on pressuring me to go get a hair cut. but i didnt want to get one cos they always mess up my hair. so my mum offered to cut a bit off.... never again. i said yes, thinking emotionally and being lowiq not thinking about the outcomes of it. well she fucked it all up (it was obv this was going to happen), but i was going on hoilday to spain the day after so i had to go get it cut so it doesn't look like shit (fucked up). but the place i uselly go wasnt open and i had to go to another place and boiii. shitttyyy fuckijnng barber shop were all they can fucking do it fades. anyways when there ask for shorter of my old hair (ehren hair) and the faggot gave me a stuipd fucking fade and shitty buzz ah cut with a bitch ass fringe. after that i got pissed like fuck becuase im a big ass foreheadcel and look like ehren. its been a month since that and all ive been doing is rotting in my bed room with my big ass forehead out and stopped gym and softmaxxing. im like ehren in terms of hair, without it im nothing now. im ugly asf now
