I'm 15 now, and the first photo is me a year ago, 96 kg (210 lbs) by 175 cm (5'8"). I dreamed of looking better and at least living a normal life, not just being a slob, but I was bullied by my classmates and the whole school, with cortisol surges and high estradiol levels, making me very fat, as you can see. (I'd been working out in the gym for a year and a half, but then I went from skinny to this because of Mike Mentzer's inappropriate program, and it snowballed.)
Six months ago, when school went on break, I believed in myself and lost weight on my own, striving to become the best version of myself. Now I'm 177 cm (5'8") tall, weighing 80 kg (178 lbs), and I can bench press 10 reps or lift 110 kg (250 lbs) in the gym. I've become funnier, and people have started talking to me more, but I'm still not happy with myself. I just signed up for this forum and they immediately called me a faggot.
Six months ago, when school went on break, I believed in myself and lost weight on my own, striving to become the best version of myself. Now I'm 177 cm (5'8") tall, weighing 80 kg (178 lbs), and I can bench press 10 reps or lift 110 kg (250 lbs) in the gym. I've become funnier, and people have started talking to me more, but I'm still not happy with myself. I just signed up for this forum and they immediately called me a faggot.
