Basically im in this class where im a jester i sit at a table with 3 girls and 2 boys I got a reasonable crush on one of these girls she's pretty ugly and so am I thought she liked me back because of some sighns so I started texting her like 2 days ago come today the 3 girls pull up and instantly start teasing me about messaging her LIKE HOLY FUCK I almost got so red so I had to make a fuckass excuse about going to the bathroom when I came back I try to play it cool say that I just wanna get to know her better and start being a jester when the topic of the gym comes up i say I have been working out for 7 months and then this fat fucking kid says doesn't look like it makeing the whole table laugh at me like great JUST MAKE FUN OF MY SUBHUMAN MUSCLE BUILDING GENES after that we get to working the teacher picks 5 group leaders to choose 3 people then he chooses 2 one of those 5 is one of the 3 girls I talk to not my crush tho and I thought she would for sure pick me but nooo I get put in a group where I recognize nobody and as I sit in my room now and think about It i realize im a clown cuase 3 months ago the girls forced me to take my glasses of and when I took them off they started laughing at my face nonstop BECAUSE THE JOKE IS JUST MY WEIRD FACE like genuinely im just their to entertain them nothing else its so fucking crazy to me that because my face doesn't look a certain way my whole life might be ruined.
