1) Wake up
2) Go to school/work
3) Not talking to anybody
4) Sitting alone, minding my business
6) A break, go outside alone, eat alone
5) "Fuck, if I was chad i woulda been nt and had friends and a gf"
6) Softmax with minimal effort. "No more goyslop" cause it bloats my face.
7) Eventually give in cause they only give goyslop in the cafeteria; can't undereat cause BMI is already ~18. might pass out if it goes further down
8) Cope "Ah, who cares about others, they only love me conditionally. fuck it we ball."
9) In fact, we do not ball. The lack of human connection depresses
10) Depression makes memory worse. Grades are getting worse.
11) Make stupid decisions, thinking "gonna kms soon anyway".
12) Conclusion: Can't compensate for failures in socializing with success in other areas
13) Realize the root of problems is the inability to socialize.
14) Back to step 5
15) It's midnight. Fall asleep
2) Go to school/work
3) Not talking to anybody
4) Sitting alone, minding my business
6) A break, go outside alone, eat alone
5) "Fuck, if I was chad i woulda been nt and had friends and a gf"
6) Softmax with minimal effort. "No more goyslop" cause it bloats my face.
7) Eventually give in cause they only give goyslop in the cafeteria; can't undereat cause BMI is already ~18. might pass out if it goes further down
8) Cope "Ah, who cares about others, they only love me conditionally. fuck it we ball."
9) In fact, we do not ball. The lack of human connection depresses
10) Depression makes memory worse. Grades are getting worse.
11) Make stupid decisions, thinking "gonna kms soon anyway".
12) Conclusion: Can't compensate for failures in socializing with success in other areas
13) Realize the root of problems is the inability to socialize.
14) Back to step 5
15) It's midnight. Fall asleep
