No one remembers my birthday, even my closest friends, relatives. No one has ever texted me first except when they need to lend some money. I isolate myself in my room rotting mostly all day during spring break. No one likes me at school. My depression is relapsing again. Girls disgust me when I try to be nice. I don't think I'm that ugly, after all. My classmates are all invited to group chats except me. I get left out during conversations. No one respects me.
What do i do?
What do i do?

