Chakiyo
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i wanted to share a story that happened in my class a few days ago.
some context first:
basically when i started highschool in 2024 i had really long hair and a very squicky voice
because of that i got bullied.
id say i was getting bullied through my entire life but not to such extent. i actually tried to be confident during the first few days of highschool but quickly realized there's no point to it because of how ugly i was. I was getting picked on by everyone and just now im realizing how lucky i was to have a friend with me. We went to elementary school together and we were friends for 9 years at that point. he also wasn't good looking but he wasn't getting picked up on because he was really quiet.
after a week of no one liking me i stopped being active socially because i realized there was no point to it.
that was the first time in my life where i got exposed to the black pill.
Second graders were taking a piss on me and always were humiliating me when we had pe with them.
girls especially blondes which i still hate to this day were treating me like their toy and i didn't even realize because of how lonely i was back then.
they were telling me that "my friend likes you" and stuff like that and after school i saw these girls with their boyfriends which were all tall good looking and of course muscular.
because of how much bullied i was getting my anxiety got to the point where i couldn't even form a sentence without
stuttering.
each time the teacher called on me and i had to go do a task on a board the entire class would start laughing at me.
everyone thought that i was mentally ill or something and i was treated like a dog not a human even by the teachers.
past forward to june 2025
a lot has happened but id say that's when i was at my all time low. i genuinely don't know how i didn't kill myself no one had any respect towards me because i failed the year. i cut my hair in april and my puberty started when I was turning 16 my voice got deeper during the summer and my face masculinized a bit.
in september last year when i was repeating the freshman year of highschool during the first day a confident good looking guy that was with 2 girls asked me something.
i remember it to this day:
-are u from the same class?
-no no i am the (i don't know i went on some crazy rant because of how anxious i got) but this time instead of getting treated like a mentally ill schizo he actually laughed and introduced me to his friend and those 2 girls.
because I was getting treated normally now my social anxiety disappeared completely.
that guy is one of my best friends today, and i realize it's nothing crazy but one of those 2 girls is the first and only girl ive ever cuddled with and we became good friends.
i haven't spoken with her in about a month rn but that's besides the point.
prologue over
in our class we have this subhuman girl which strongly reminds me of the person i was in 2024. she's like 1/1 replica of me but if she was a girl and didn't get a glow up because of testosterone. (kinda brutal for girls because ur stuck with ur face from when ur 15 for the rest of your life and you only get uglier from then on)
she's literally getting bullied everytime she speaks like i used to be. i feel like im the only person in the entire class that's nice to her.
very brutal.
when she speaks she stutters and everyone thinks she's autistic when in reality that's probably anxiety because of how she's getting treated. this kinda hurts me because it made me realize that everyone that's currently friends with me wouldn't be friends with me if i didn't get a glow up because of puberty and kept my longer hair.
so a few days at school i was taking pictures with funny filters on snap of my classmates and showing them to them.
then i took a picture of her as a joke no ill will intended but she reacted weirdly she grabbed onto my phone and tried to confiscate it and was screaming at me to delete the picture. everyone looked at her weird when i was the one to blame i deleted it but i really do understand her because that's exactly how id react back in 2024 too.
then during an English lesson a teacher asked her a question but she wasn't responding for a solid minute because she was listening to music on her earphones. everyone was amused by it and when she finally took out her earphones everyone except for me i feel like started laughing. she told everyone to stop laughing at her but no one did and when she started crying and someone notice everyone only took a bigger piss at her.
fucking brutal.
this made me furious and legit ruined my day because the exact same situation has happened to me multiple times in 2024 and only made me further realize that id lose all of my current friends if i looked like i used to in 2024.
i can share you more stories of how my old classmates react weirdly when they see me now etc. That's it for now.
hopefully it didn't make u hate normies, they just didn't experience the BP and it shouldn't be a reason to hate on anyone.
as always i love y'all
basically when i started highschool in 2024 i had really long hair and a very squicky voice
because of that i got bullied.
id say i was getting bullied through my entire life but not to such extent. i actually tried to be confident during the first few days of highschool but quickly realized there's no point to it because of how ugly i was. I was getting picked on by everyone and just now im realizing how lucky i was to have a friend with me. We went to elementary school together and we were friends for 9 years at that point. he also wasn't good looking but he wasn't getting picked up on because he was really quiet.
after a week of no one liking me i stopped being active socially because i realized there was no point to it.
that was the first time in my life where i got exposed to the black pill.
Second graders were taking a piss on me and always were humiliating me when we had pe with them.
girls especially blondes which i still hate to this day were treating me like their toy and i didn't even realize because of how lonely i was back then.
they were telling me that "my friend likes you" and stuff like that and after school i saw these girls with their boyfriends which were all tall good looking and of course muscular.
because of how much bullied i was getting my anxiety got to the point where i couldn't even form a sentence without
stuttering.
each time the teacher called on me and i had to go do a task on a board the entire class would start laughing at me.
everyone thought that i was mentally ill or something and i was treated like a dog not a human even by the teachers.
past forward to june 2025
a lot has happened but id say that's when i was at my all time low. i genuinely don't know how i didn't kill myself no one had any respect towards me because i failed the year. i cut my hair in april and my puberty started when I was turning 16 my voice got deeper during the summer and my face masculinized a bit.
in september last year when i was repeating the freshman year of highschool during the first day a confident good looking guy that was with 2 girls asked me something.
i remember it to this day:
-are u from the same class?
-no no i am the (i don't know i went on some crazy rant because of how anxious i got) but this time instead of getting treated like a mentally ill schizo he actually laughed and introduced me to his friend and those 2 girls.
because I was getting treated normally now my social anxiety disappeared completely.
that guy is one of my best friends today, and i realize it's nothing crazy but one of those 2 girls is the first and only girl ive ever cuddled with and we became good friends.
i haven't spoken with her in about a month rn but that's besides the point.
prologue over
in our class we have this subhuman girl which strongly reminds me of the person i was in 2024. she's like 1/1 replica of me but if she was a girl and didn't get a glow up because of testosterone. (kinda brutal for girls because ur stuck with ur face from when ur 15 for the rest of your life and you only get uglier from then on)
she's literally getting bullied everytime she speaks like i used to be. i feel like im the only person in the entire class that's nice to her.
very brutal.
when she speaks she stutters and everyone thinks she's autistic when in reality that's probably anxiety because of how she's getting treated. this kinda hurts me because it made me realize that everyone that's currently friends with me wouldn't be friends with me if i didn't get a glow up because of puberty and kept my longer hair.
so a few days at school i was taking pictures with funny filters on snap of my classmates and showing them to them.
then i took a picture of her as a joke no ill will intended but she reacted weirdly she grabbed onto my phone and tried to confiscate it and was screaming at me to delete the picture. everyone looked at her weird when i was the one to blame i deleted it but i really do understand her because that's exactly how id react back in 2024 too.
then during an English lesson a teacher asked her a question but she wasn't responding for a solid minute because she was listening to music on her earphones. everyone was amused by it and when she finally took out her earphones everyone except for me i feel like started laughing. she told everyone to stop laughing at her but no one did and when she started crying and someone notice everyone only took a bigger piss at her.
fucking brutal.
this made me furious and legit ruined my day because the exact same situation has happened to me multiple times in 2024 and only made me further realize that id lose all of my current friends if i looked like i used to in 2024.
i can share you more stories of how my old classmates react weirdly when they see me now etc. That's it for now.
hopefully it didn't make u hate normies, they just didn't experience the BP and it shouldn't be a reason to hate on anyone.
as always i love y'all
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