Over being neurodivergent is killing me (1 Viewer)

[rapist]

fuck being neurodivergent my brain won't stop overanalyzing everything until I'm convinced everyone sees me as a creepy autistic subhuman freak the paranoia is nonstop i can't even go outside anymore Ive been inside for two straight years left the house under 30 times and I dont go to school either its tearing my life apart and i cant do anything about it

 

[rapist]

forgot to ask what i can do to prevent myself from not freaking out when i go outside

 

[youngman]

this is next level tbf, stop jerking off and watching porn, sit in the sun, talk to your family, ppl dont care about you like how you dc bout passerbys whenever u go outside, you should go outside, i struggle with it 2 and my solution is 250mg caffeine

 

[Monstrum]

tales

 

[iblamevisual]

another level

 

[rapist]

this is next level tbf, stop jerking off and watching porn, sit in the sun, talk to your family, ppl dont care about you like how you dc bout passerbys whenever u go outside, you should go outside, i struggle with it 2 and my solution is 250mg caffeine

i have adhd so caffeine makes me tired or does nothing and family is where all my problems come from so talking to them would make shit worse and with the porn i jerk off once a day clean up and forget not into sex or dating either just a waste of time to get hurt im going to the doctors soon to check if im on the spectrum JFL

 

[youngman]

i have adhd so caffeine makes me tired or does nothing and family is where all my problems come from so talking to them would make shit worse and with the porn i jerk off once a day clean up and forget not into sex or dating either just a waste of time to get hurt im going to the doctors soon to check if im on the spectrum JFL

id recommend js stay away from ur family then, also being nd doesnt limit you my cousin has autism and shes confident and everything, remember theres no limit

 

[iblamevisual]

fuck being neurodivergent my brain won't stop overanalyzing everything until I'm convinced everyone sees me as a creepy autistic subhuman freak the paranoia is nonstop i can't even go outside anymore Ive been inside for two straight years left the house under 30 times and I dont go to school either its tearing my life apart and i cant do anything about it

u needa start going out bro wtf ur doing

 

[rapist]

u needa start going out bro wtf ur doing

yeah i used to go outside all the time when i was younger but in 9th grade thats when i messed up my life i was doing drugs getting kicked out of my house stealing my moms car doing everything a 14 year old shouldnt be doing then we moved and i just decided i didnt care anymore since ive basically skipped school for the past couple before i moved so i didnt even bother going to school here but now that im about to turn 17 ive realized i messed my life up and made it worse now talking to people make me nervous and my hands sweaty and so i just isolate myself in my room

 

[Circadex]

fuck being neurodivergent my brain won't stop overanalyzing everything until I'm convinced everyone sees me as a creepy autistic subhuman freak the paranoia is nonstop i can't even go outside anymore Ive been inside for two straight years left the house under 30 times and I dont go to school either its tearing my life apart and i cant do anything about it

Hahahahaha

 

[ADHD-Cel]

fuck being neurodivergent my brain won't stop overanalyzing everything until I'm convinced everyone sees me as a creepy autistic subhuman freak the paranoia is nonstop i can't even go outside anymore Ive been inside for two straight years left the house under 30 times and I dont go to school either its tearing my life apart and i cant do anything about it

Start taking anxiety medication.

 

[Dimorpphic]

yeah i used to go outside all the time when i was younger but in 9th grade thats when i messed up my life i was doing drugs getting kicked out of my house stealing my moms car doing everything a 14 year old shouldnt be doing then we moved and i just decided i didnt care anymore since ive basically skipped school for the past couple before i moved so i didnt even bother going to school here but now that im about to turn 17 ive realized i messed my life up and made it worse now talking to people make me nervous and my hands sweaty and so i just isolate myself in my room

Take a breather bhai, you’re 17. Your entire life is not over just because of bad things that have happened since you were 14, relax. Clear your entire mind of these things and start afresh, it’s hard but it is what must be done.

 

[rapist]

Take a breather bhai, you’re 17. Your entire life is not over just because of bad things that have happened since you were 14, relax. Clear your entire mind of these things and start afresh, it’s hard but it is what must be done.

thanks for the words of wisdom

 

[rapist]

Start taking anxiety medication.

can you still smoke weed while on anxiety medication?

 

[terrify]

It's over

 

[useless_neurodivirgent]

take man made medication

 

[rapist]

take man made medication

doesn't that just make you feel empty and like a zombie

 

[useless_neurodivirgent]

doesn't that just make you feel empty and like a zombie

ye i honestly prefer being anxious

 

[Judenbänker]

Mdma

 

[useless_neurodivirgent]

forgot to ask what i can do to prevent myself from not freaking out when i go outside

go to a bath (speaking from exp)

 

[rapist]

Mdma

i saw a study for mdma and social anxiety in autistic adults with improvements in social anxiety symptoms

 

[rapist]

go to a bath (speaking from exp)

wtf is a bath like a bathtub?

 

[useless_neurodivirgent]

wtf is a bath like a bathtub?

bathroom i mean mb

 

[ADHD-Cel]

can you still smoke weed while on anxiety medication?

Yeah, but it's a little riskier.

doesn't that just make you feel empty and like a zombie

No, that was a myth spread by retards on the internet.



Rupharma is a source for ssris, so maybe get it from there:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwjKG_QTpAs
watch this for more info.

 

[rapist]

Yeah, but it's a little riskier.

No, that was a myth spread by retards on the internet.



Rupharma is a source for ssris, so maybe get it from there:

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwjKG_QTpAs
watch this for more info.

thanks for this video and the info